Thinking about Prayer...
I recently went on a Psalms marathon, wherein I read the entire
book of Psalms in 24 hours. (Not because I really wanted to, but more of
because I had forgotten to do it as a homework assignment and needed to catch
up… #Confessions…)
But that was probably good for me because I noticed something
interesting about the way David prays. He doesn’t just pray the way we
do in modern day Church.
Here is what I mean by that. When we pray we try and say all
the right words in all the right ways. We struggle to make our prayers sound
like something you would find in a prayer book and to make them sound holy,
profound and deep.
But
that’s not how David made his sound. He laments in
Psalms 102:
“Hear my prayer, Lord; let my cry
for help come to you.
Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress.
Turn your ear to me; when I call, answer me quickly.
For my days vanish like smoke; my bones burn like glowing
embers.”
If I felt like that, I wouldn’t be wasting any words on frills.
When the cry of my heart is “Lord do not hide your face from me!” it means
something pretty drastic is going down. David (in this case) wears his heart on his sleeve
when he is standing before God. (Which is good because God already knew was
happening, and what was going to happen in the future.)
When the Psalmist was done pouring out his heart to God, he
always praised God for his goodness. He says this at the end of Psalms 102:
“But you
remain the same,
and your years will never end.
The children of your servants will live in your presence;
their descendants will be established before you.”
Even when
he was hurting and weak, he still found the strength to praise and worship God.
That is pretty amazing. When I am tired and weak,
all I want to think about is myself. I want to blame the world and just sit in
my corner and cry while listening to Anthem Lights. (Because that might not be
the answer to all of life's problems, but it sure helps.)
I don’t
want to worship! And I sure do not want to praise him in the storm! I mean please.
Who wants to do that? (Not me!)
But each
time the Psalmist finds a way to praise.
They poured
out their hearts, and God listened and comforted them. He filled them full to
overflowing with a new hope and peace. He heard the prayers of the afflicted
and showed them favor.
He was
the anchor for their souls and the strength that they needed when they felt
weak. He changed their worlds when it was hard to see the light.
When
Jesus says “I am the way the truth and the life” he means that he
literally is your path through the desert, the truth in the middle of the deceit
and the life when you feel dead.
I think
the Psalmists knew that. That when they tried to do things on their own it didn’t
work. But when they cast their cares before the Creator of the universe it
would all work out.
And when
they cast their cares, these Psalmists were given what they longed for. They were
reminded that God is sovereign through the fire and in the flood. They were
reminded that he was the creator of the universe, and that he cared for them.
If we
poured out our hearts to God, would he perhaps move in amazing ways? Would we
see his amazing works and experience his peace?
Just more
to think about…
Rachel Joy